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I write about my life.
I write about sadness and sex,
something I've had too much experience with,
I’ll confess,
but can I borrow someone else?
Someone with all her teeth
and all her health?
Another stupid bitch
who doesn't have all this stupid shit to deal with:
a lonely spinster tenant
with no one to bug her or take a meal with?
A pretty barista with coffee and fucks on her breath?
Or what about a middle-aged singer with next to nothing left?
From my toes and the wrinkles on my feet
to the place my legs and hipbones meet
I feel the distance aching in my flesh.
I've tried my best to lose it,
but my thighs are thick.
And I use the extra space
that surrounds my misplaced tiny waist
to store my melancholy munchies,
my extra snacks, my superfluous thoughts,
in between some pretty depressing meals.
And anyone who thinks genius is eloquent
should know it's more like ripping off a bandaid.
It hurts like hell and under it
you can see the damage you've made;
those are smarts.
Each idea pricks out my tiny hairs
until I get to my core
and keep digging a little more
till it's just the bubbling center of the earth
and in between my legs and up through my chest
is this burning sensation--
some intellectually transmitted disease.
Try calling me on it.
but lemme tell you, I'll be out
and you can read my stuff
but you won't know what it's about
and you can stick me in a cage and say
dance, bitch, dance
and I'll do it
but only because I love to move
and do it whenever I get the chance.
I'll slip through your bars;
catch me if you can.
I may have no upper arm strength
or some penis to exaggerate
but I'm quicker than a man.
So just try:
Catch me! Catch me if you can!
And I'll scream, fight the man;
Fuck the system!
cuz you know, that's how I do.
And I'll say you were never good for me
cuz you know I always loved you,
but for once, this poem isn't about you;
it's about me.
And I may be gimp-twisting down a road to
insanity
but at least, for now, I'm free.
and alone I’m high
and together we’re low.
And when I'm with you the distance down my road
is a little less to go,
and my long sleepless nights
are the only way I know to slow.
And the moisture comes out of my mouth,
as my pillow is over my face
and my cryptic little thoughts could have drifted to your ear
but there's just not enough space
for my words to form
and even I can't hear.
So stick me on the short bus, or put me in a ward
cuz I talk to myself
when I get bored.
Gimme something to live for
or just gimme something to think for.
Gimme a place I could actually call home.
Gimme some time.
Gimme some space
and maybe, just maybe,
I'll tell you the things I think when I'm alone.
I write about sadness and sex,
something I've had too much experience with,
I’ll confess,
but can I borrow someone else?
Someone with all her teeth
and all her health?
Another stupid bitch
who doesn't have all this stupid shit to deal with:
a lonely spinster tenant
with no one to bug her or take a meal with?
A pretty barista with coffee and fucks on her breath?
Or what about a middle-aged singer with next to nothing left?
From my toes and the wrinkles on my feet
to the place my legs and hipbones meet
I feel the distance aching in my flesh.
I've tried my best to lose it,
but my thighs are thick.
And I use the extra space
that surrounds my misplaced tiny waist
to store my melancholy munchies,
my extra snacks, my superfluous thoughts,
in between some pretty depressing meals.
And anyone who thinks genius is eloquent
should know it's more like ripping off a bandaid.
It hurts like hell and under it
you can see the damage you've made;
those are smarts.
Each idea pricks out my tiny hairs
until I get to my core
and keep digging a little more
till it's just the bubbling center of the earth
and in between my legs and up through my chest
is this burning sensation--
some intellectually transmitted disease.
Try calling me on it.
but lemme tell you, I'll be out
and you can read my stuff
but you won't know what it's about
and you can stick me in a cage and say
dance, bitch, dance
and I'll do it
but only because I love to move
and do it whenever I get the chance.
I'll slip through your bars;
catch me if you can.
I may have no upper arm strength
or some penis to exaggerate
but I'm quicker than a man.
So just try:
Catch me! Catch me if you can!
And I'll scream, fight the man;
Fuck the system!
cuz you know, that's how I do.
And I'll say you were never good for me
cuz you know I always loved you,
but for once, this poem isn't about you;
it's about me.
And I may be gimp-twisting down a road to
insanity
but at least, for now, I'm free.
and alone I’m high
and together we’re low.
And when I'm with you the distance down my road
is a little less to go,
and my long sleepless nights
are the only way I know to slow.
And the moisture comes out of my mouth,
as my pillow is over my face
and my cryptic little thoughts could have drifted to your ear
but there's just not enough space
for my words to form
and even I can't hear.
So stick me on the short bus, or put me in a ward
cuz I talk to myself
when I get bored.
Gimme something to live for
or just gimme something to think for.
Gimme a place I could actually call home.
Gimme some time.
Gimme some space
and maybe, just maybe,
I'll tell you the things I think when I'm alone.
Literature
TheSkyWontBeBlueByTheTimeYou..
Weak in the knees, you don't feel a thing.
I'm the one who ends up falling.
You notice my eyes light up everytime they land on you.
(i'm like christmas lights. you can be electricity.)
And you couldn't crack this smile with an 80 pound cinderblock.
You make me stutter.
I can hold my breath. I just can't seem to catch it.
Every look,smile,touch?
It confuses me.
How come I feel everything and you're stuck at level zero .
We're in the same car- i'm going 90 and you're going backwards.
Fields on a mono
Literature
RyeAndAir
I was thinking you make me feel things that I couldn't buy with a million bucks.
You crash my train of thought with
"Let's never talk about this or bring it up again."
"Okay. I agree."
I cant figure out what lies even mean anymore.
All I know is my eyes sting and my throat isn't working very well.
I manage a small wave and walk away as fast as I can without actually
b r e a k i n g i n t o a r u n .
Tonight I'll take pills and fall asleep with the t.v. on.
You called after me "Darling, we'll be seeing eachother soon."
I love you. And I'll never look you in the eyes again.
I woke up on the up
Literature
Unsave Me
U n s a v e m e
Steal away the softness from my eyes.
I want your fingerprints on my thighs,
The rainbows you leave there
When I taste your blood on my lips.
Cruel savior-
Make me beg.
Starve me-
Feed me the emptiness I crave,
Please- kiss me with your teeth.
Fill my head with your throat-sounds,
Primal
To chase away the void.
I cannot stand your gentle hands.
Unstained,
They stroke so tenderly,
And though I ache for you
To score with pointed fingertips
The smooth skin of my hips,
You do not.
Bruise away my bitter deeds
Like I long of you.
Tarnish me
Sweet prince,
Rid me of damned innocence,
Flay me with my longing
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Thanks, I love Music of the Night, a wonderful song. I'm a big fan of A.L.Webber, unfortunately, I haven't seen
a complete musical by him, I only know some songs. I really like Phantom of the Opera, do you like it too?
a complete musical by him, I only know some songs. I really like Phantom of the Opera, do you like it too?